it's called catholic guilt, get over it or stop sleeping around

seriously, does the catholic church realize that they are ruining my fucking life? or at least turning it into a one-woman drama parade. i completely understand the idea- tell people sex is bad, sex outside of marriage is bad, sex is dirty, you're going to hell if you have sex, blah blah blah, i get it. i did a tour of duty at catholic school like every other irish girl. but do they not realize people are going to grow up with massive fucking complexes when they finally decide they do want to sleep around, or at least have sex before marriage?! and it is ruining my life! ok- warning if you don't want to hear about my sex life, stop reading now- but who tells a girl they don't want a relationship, that he isn't ready for the whole commitment thing, and lets just do the sex thing. fine, whatever. he defines the entire "relationship", no feelings, fine. then comes over and post sex says- i can't do this sex without feelings... WHAT THE FUCK?! "it just feels wrong, dirty isn't the right word, but wrong" jesus h. christ, catholic school was a long time ago, and you had a one night stand with some girl last week, and that wasn't dirty or wrong? please. and i get it, the first time i had sex i seriously considered going to confession for the first time in four years. i even planned out what i would say to the priest. but i GOT OVER IT. and so should you, or you should stop having sex until you get married, like a good catholic.