i told marco i was in a fragile emotional state...

so i have been a little emotionally frazzled the past few days... ask my roommate. the phrase "why don't i just jump out of a fucking window and fix everything!!" has come out of my mouth at lest eleven times. our apartment is a fucking den of craziness- and so i went to marco to get my hair cut, and warned marco that i was emotionally fragile, that if he suggested anything too crazy i would probably just go with it. marco is fucking amazing, and doesn't take advantage of me.... but as i leave i am accosted by people selling children. I now am the adoptive sponsor parent of little Jenny here. she is from the Philippines and is 7 years old. ok, it is $18 a month and i had just spent $120 on my fucking hair. give me a goddamn break, i'm lucky i didn't adopt her whole fucking family. i wonder if this violates the 'no babies' rider krystal and i added to our lease....?