end of my tattered rope

warning: venting ahead. so i'm looking for a new job. and i'm getting ready to lose my mind. i've been going on tons of interviews, sending out 20-some resumes a week, but seriously?! i have two years of work experience and a college degree, why can't i even get a job as a fucking assistant. i mean i have had several second interviews, and even was told "well, it was down to you and one other candidate". well woopitdy-fucking do. all this is telling me is that there is always someone more perfect in new york. bah. if i have to move back to the midwest i swear to god i will fucking kill myself.