reflection

so i've been thinking these past few days about something that happened last weekend, and how to react to it. so why not write a post about it? it will give me a good way to verbalize what is stewing in my brain. so basically i hooked up with this guy this weekend. he was supposed to be pre-screened (you know not a crazy psycho-killer, no stds, and no girlfriend, the big 3) because he was a friend of friend. he was only in town for two days, so it's not like i was expecting anything from him, but i find out the next day he has a long term girlfriend. i talked to him for a couple of hours, no mention of a girlfriend. but the girlfriend revalation didn't really disturb me, i think it was my reaction. i think my exact reaction was "'he has a girlfriend?' 'did you know?' 'no, but i probably would've done it anyway... maybe'"
yeah. so after thinking about it, and this is the second time this has happened in, ohh 3 months, i'm wondering if there is something wrong with me? did i lose my moral compass somewhere? i mean, true i didn't know beforehand, and had no reason to think he had a girlfriend, and it's not really my problem if the guy wants to cheat on her, but i really wonder: am i going to get a karmic kick in the ass sometime soon? or do i just have a black spot on my soul?